I heard today that 40% of adult Swazis are HIV positive. imagine them waiting with me for our fate. Imagine the number of banies being born with HIV already. Imagine them living only for up to 8 years.
yet the Swazi king still encourages promicuity full time. Why do Africans put up with these things? The Zimbabwe king, Robert Mugabe and his wife are also promiscuous and so are the seniour leaders, many of them positive.
I think only negative people should be allowed to breed. If you watch a positive child from when it is born to when it dies, you would totally agree with me.
Saturday 23 August 2008
Wednesday 13 August 2008
A little Girl, Jane
I am upset. A little girl I have known for three and half years died yesterday. She was nearly 7 years old and HIV positive. She has had the most miserable life and has suffered untold pain sometimes requiring total nursing which was provided by a family with their own four children. This means this family and especially the four children, have had to suffer with the little girl and will greive in her death.
There will be the usual search of who caused her death through witchcraft and other things, but we know that it was the little girl's daddy who willed that his daughter should have such a life. It was daddy, and now daddy is long gone along with mummy. It was daddy.
There is no escaping it.
My involvement in her life probably added time to her misery. But at the time I was sure life was better than death. For little children born positive and in poverty, death seems to me a much better option than life. But we still will not let them go.
Hope daddy is happy now, wherever he is. I keep picturing that family happy and thriving had daddy been faithful to mummy. Mummy recieved the virus without a protest or scream. It was her marital duty to do so.
They are all just pictures in my head now. Jane is really gone.
There will be the usual search of who caused her death through witchcraft and other things, but we know that it was the little girl's daddy who willed that his daughter should have such a life. It was daddy, and now daddy is long gone along with mummy. It was daddy.
There is no escaping it.
My involvement in her life probably added time to her misery. But at the time I was sure life was better than death. For little children born positive and in poverty, death seems to me a much better option than life. But we still will not let them go.
Hope daddy is happy now, wherever he is. I keep picturing that family happy and thriving had daddy been faithful to mummy. Mummy recieved the virus without a protest or scream. It was her marital duty to do so.
They are all just pictures in my head now. Jane is really gone.
Monday 11 August 2008
Olympics
It would be better if, instead of holding Olimpics in a fascist state like China, people could look at what actually matters to life and hold olympics about it with all countries represented by someone of worth.
The biggesrt threat to blacks is HIV. The most affected six countries are all black. The highest number of affected peiople is of blacks. The least likely people to survive are black. The most likely to be infected in the next few minutes are black. Why? Because black men are on a lifelong sexual rampage because they cannot self-actualise in any other area. Most of these are married but are not getting enough at home and do not see their wives as fellow humans worthy of respect, but as accessories or bling.
We should as black people be holding our own sexual olympics and inviting other nations to take part. We should be taking the high sexual skills into the black home and increasing the sexual performances in the home. These are the olympics that matter more to black people than what people are watching on TV from fascist China.
The biggesrt threat to blacks is HIV. The most affected six countries are all black. The highest number of affected peiople is of blacks. The least likely people to survive are black. The most likely to be infected in the next few minutes are black. Why? Because black men are on a lifelong sexual rampage because they cannot self-actualise in any other area. Most of these are married but are not getting enough at home and do not see their wives as fellow humans worthy of respect, but as accessories or bling.
We should as black people be holding our own sexual olympics and inviting other nations to take part. We should be taking the high sexual skills into the black home and increasing the sexual performances in the home. These are the olympics that matter more to black people than what people are watching on TV from fascist China.
Monday 4 August 2008
Only in Africa
Only in Africa does a man see a starving and unwashed young woman and thinks to have sex with her in exchange for soap and food. The sex workers in Africa work against each other and downgrade their vaginal worth.
The number of sex workers in SADC area is increasing and some of them are a sorry sight. I suppose I used to be like that before I realised the true value of my vagina. A man will volunteer to kill himself, kill his entire family, etc for the chance to have a 3 minute go at my vagina. There is nothing more valuable than a vagina to an African man. Europeans and other races are obsessed with the vagina as well, but they talk more and screw less. Also the price they are willing to pay is a lot lower than the black man's price. That is not to say sex work earns you less money in Europe Middle East or Americas, No, The men just do not kill themselves in the process. They see sex as recreation and make you work a lot more for your money.
In Africa the emphasis is on the insertion and a sex worker is just a mobile vagina and nothing lest. The fact that avove it is a body with a head and mouth, just means he can talk to the vagina through these other things and be able to quickly penetrate. Before he penetrates, to him its a matter of life and death and he would rather die than miss the chance to pentrate this ready vagina.
No amount of university education will move a Black man's mind from his D***k to his head. This is why HIV is more common among the upper classes of African societies in SADC. Even the vice president Zuma only thought to have a shower after the life and death situation was over and he had penetrated. He said in court, "Zuku culture does not allow a man to NOT penetrate." he was speaking for all black men.
Sex workers on the increase
The number of sex workers in SADC area is increasing and some of them are a sorry sight. I suppose I used to be like that before I realised the true value of my vagina. A man will volunteer to kill himself, kill his entire family, etc for the chance to have a 3 minute go at my vagina. There is nothing more valuable than a vagina to an African man. Europeans and other races are obsessed with the vagina as well, but they talk more and screw less. Also the price they are willing to pay is a lot lower than the black man's price. That is not to say sex work earns you less money in Europe Middle East or Americas, No, The men just do not kill themselves in the process. They see sex as recreation and make you work a lot more for your money.
In Africa the emphasis is on the insertion and a sex worker is just a mobile vagina and nothing lest. The fact that avove it is a body with a head and mouth, just means he can talk to the vagina through these other things and be able to quickly penetrate. Before he penetrates, to him its a matter of life and death and he would rather die than miss the chance to pentrate this ready vagina.
No amount of university education will move a Black man's mind from his D***k to his head. This is why HIV is more common among the upper classes of African societies in SADC. Even the vice president Zuma only thought to have a shower after the life and death situation was over and he had penetrated. He said in court, "Zuku culture does not allow a man to NOT penetrate." he was speaking for all black men.
Sex workers on the increase
Changing views
In 2005 a relation of mine was very happy to show off his new acquisition to me when I visited Zimbabwe. He had got rid of his wife and five children, accusing her of being a witch in 1999, and now he was married to a new wife aged 26. He is 64. The Zimdollar continued to fall and now teachers are not as affluent as they used to be.
I was saddened to receive a phonecall yesterday stating that his new wife, himself, and one of the two children they have had since, are seriously ill. He is asking for help with ARVs. He is the same man who once told me to go and commit suicide because "You bring shame to the family by your work, just think what happens if you become HIV positive." I was alread positive then but he did not know, or he might have killed me himself.
Men are the biggest threat to Zimbabwean civilization and survival.
His ex-wife now works in Australia and has educated her five children well. I do not think they will be going to their dad's funeral.
I was saddened to receive a phonecall yesterday stating that his new wife, himself, and one of the two children they have had since, are seriously ill. He is asking for help with ARVs. He is the same man who once told me to go and commit suicide because "You bring shame to the family by your work, just think what happens if you become HIV positive." I was alread positive then but he did not know, or he might have killed me himself.
Men are the biggest threat to Zimbabwean civilization and survival.
His ex-wife now works in Australia and has educated her five children well. I do not think they will be going to their dad's funeral.
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